fuck. what am I doing with my life.?
I’m seriously sitting here just thinking about all the opportunities I’ve had in my life and thinking how many of them I have passed up because I wanted to smoke cones, or get drunk with friends.
there’s so many people in the world that would do anything for the opportunities I’ve had handed to me on a silver platter, and I’m just a ungrateful, spoilt brat.
holy fuck I’m so angry with myself. time to pull my head in and do something with my life.. this is not okay anymore.